Toilets are fun too?!

I hate the feeling of losing something, especially something really important. It makes you feel worthless and it comes off as being careless. I'm not careless! I do care and I feel awful when i lose things. Just awful. This time i lost the bf's/our usb thing. I'm so sad because i can't remember losing it anywhere...so i can't even back track. That's the worst. Over the weekend, i'm going to buy a new memory stick for my camera and a new usb thing. I will NOT lose either of them. FOR SURE this time.

I went to a really interesting/motivating dinner today. There was a guest speaker that talked about being "responsible." That took me back to HS-sophomore year. Mr. Pactor drilled in this phrase: "you are responsible for your own life." Take charge and make a difference. She was a very charismatic speaker, but it was long. So long, i was ready to get up and leave. I had eaten a full dinner and my bladder was about to burst. I had to hold in my pee for so long, i could feel myself getting a tummy ache. When she was finally done, i was so glad and relieved i could hug the lady.

I was really productive today and finished my paper during work, like i said i would. When i went home, i decided to repair my bag. There are two gaping holes in the bag that causes everything to fall into the lining. The bag was cheap, but really cute. So i want to save it before it dies. I had my needle and thread out, but i needed to empty out my bag. I got my bag out and dumped everything out. I went back to my needle and thread...and the needle was no where to be found. Why do things just disappear on me? I looked around the area for about twenty minutes until i gave up on the project. Sigh. If i find it again, i'll make sure to document my efforts. I'm pretty good with a needle and thread. I've tried my hand at embroidery. It turned out ok.

I think Taiwan has this really cool restaurant theme going on. You'd never guess what it is.....Its all toilet themed!
I know!!!! What a concept. I wouldn't think a restaurant like this would ever survive...but it does and its flourishing! [original article in chinese] I really want to try it out. You would never find anything like this in the states. We aren't eccentric enough.
The bf and i should make this our next date. If i could, i probably would just go to Taiwan and eat at the Modern Toilet. The ice cream looks like poo too!!! It's so cute and kind of gross at the same time. Morbid humor? It is, just ice cream. Chocolate ice cream. yummm
They really do stick to the toilet theme. I just hope no real customer does their business in one of those toilets. That is so sick.

I'm going to start up recording again. I really miss it and its a good stress reliever. I''ve been obsessed with A Fine Frenzy. Such amazing music. I love the lyrics and the way she sings her songs. Its like you feel what she feels...i think that's how music is supposed to be. A true artist. If i could ideally pursue a career, i think i would like to go into acting or singng, or BOTH! I'm so ambitious. Since i'm realistic, i snapped out of the dream mode pretty quick. While watching American Idol, i never thought i would've made it in the biz...it takes skill and passion. I have some skill, but definitely not enough (totally lacking compared to the realllyyy good singers). I remember when i was little, i wanted to adopt all the stray dogs and provide them a loving home. Then i realized they'd be gross and filled with fleas, so that dream went down the hole. And then i wanted to be a nurse, but my mom said i'd have to wipe old people's butts...and i quickly said "no thanks." I don't know if i'm being realistic about my current dreams, but i'm motivated enough to try. Ultimately i want to become a reporter/anchor/anything in the news business or television business. *crosses fingers*

Dreams. Have a good night.

Cute picture of the day.

"The tree that never stops giving."
In life, i want to be a good person.