I am Judy..and what else?

My mission is to find myself. I have three classes asking me to explore my identity. I have to figure out my autodrama and perform my life. I don't even know where to begin with this project. I've never been good at talking about myself. The problem is...how much do i want people to know about me and how much am i willing to share? It's always easiest to graze the surface, but do i want to take the easy route? On top of that, i don't even know what i would talk about. Judy's life isn't the most interesting thing. Is there a phrase or a metaphor that sums up my life? Maybe i should go about it that way. With a metaphor, at least my life could run on a cohesive note.

Isn't it crazy that i'm already stressed at this point? Stressed isn't quite the word i would use; it's too strong of a word. Stressed is used to describe the end of the year. Right now, i'm busy and tired. Things aren't working out as i planned it would. Isn't it disappointing when things fall through? I've always tried to be the person people can count on. So is it too much to expect the same from others? I've come to realize that if you want something done, you should do it yourself. It's too much to rely on others, but if they don't come through for you than you're left with a mess that you have to clean. This sounds a lot more severe than my current situation, but it's how i feel right now.

The other day, my friend asked me if i could do my life over, what would i do differently? What's funny is that LS asked me that same question awhile ago. When i was younger, my passion was art. It came naturally to me. My parents discouraged me from pursuing it, so i found my "other" passion. Anyways, that's what i would be probably doing if i'm not already too invested in my present.