i'm fat and stupid. thanks fam!

The minute I come back I've become the subject of non-stop criticism. And you wonder why I hate being at home. This is only the second week! Imagine if I'm home all the time! I worry about my sanity.

My parents have been calling me fat. I know I've put on weight but is it necessary to remind me every single day if I'm going to the gym? I've started up a regime. I run for 30 mins everyday and eat healthy. As long as I don't put on more weight...I should be a go!

Today my dad invited me out to eat. Why ask me out to eat if you are telling me to lose weight? Sigh!!! I started talking about grad school and how I wanted to go out of state. His retort? Albeit not verbatim but very close - You are not good at school, not very smart. The only person you're smarter than in the family is your little brother...and that's only by a margin. If you were an ace student, then I would consider letting you going out of state. Know your limits. Stay in Texas.

According to my dad, I should stay in Texas because I'm not smart enough to get into any other grad school. Apparently, Texas schools are my only chance.

I was so depressed after the lunch I went and ate COLDSTONE.